Now that my big hiking trip is over and I am currently finished stalking my friend up and down the Appalachian Trail it is time to get some focus back in my little world.

Health and finances are the 2 big focuses.

I made a decision last week to file bankruptcy. It was a tough decision to come to but I think it’s the best for me. I never intended to charge up my credit cards and not pay them but the divorce drastically changed my financial situation. I can barely make the minimum payments and even if I just make the minimums it will take me 17 years to pay off just one of the credit cards. I will still have my $26,000 student loan I will have to figure out to pay off but it will be a bit easier without the credit cards and the stupid apartments back in Atlanta.

I also have another hike coming up the first weekend in June. Unless my plans change it will be 39 miles in 3 days which will be a 1st for me. I am still a bit undecided on this particular trip. I may make some other hiking plans. Maybe I will go stalking a little further north on the Appalachian Trail.

So without further adieu here are my goals for the month of May:

1. Sell some stuff on Ebay or where ever to help pay some bills. Hopefully some will go toward the bankruptcy fee.
(I already created my Ebay account. I couldn’t remember the password on my other account)

2. Do 4 day hikes of at least 12-15 miles. 

3. Train for 10K race 4 times per week. I have 8 weeks to try and get ready. I should mention that I am not really a runner.
(I am so far behind on training for this that it is a joke) 

4. Stairclimb or steep treadmill climbing at the gym for 30 minutes 3 times a week.
(Hopefully this will help get me ready for my June hikes)

5. Cut out bread and chips.
(Need to start out slow and these 2 have been a problem for me lately) 

6. Do something creative. Make some cards or something. Maybe I could sell some cards to help with finances?

7. Go through the apartment and get rid of some of the clutter AKA crap.

And hopefully with all the training above I will be considerably lighter when I see my friend again.

 

The WordPress Weekly Photo Challenge is “Sun”

This was taken on one of the best nights of my life on the trail. I was hiking with Fab and I was feeling strong.
This was on top of Standing Indian Mountain in North Carolina. The night was clear. The sunset was beautiful.
And the stars were amazing. It felt like you could reach out and just touch them.

Standing Indian Mountain - April 6, 2010

Standing Indian Mountain - April 6, 2010

 

 

This post is just a quick recap of my journey. I will posting more details and photos in the next week or so.

March 22 – Hiker Hostel
The Hiker Hostel is run by Josh and Leigh Saint. The provide bunk space and shuttles to the trail. And a wonderful breakfast to help you get started.

First day on the trail

March 23 - Day One

March 23 – Springer to Hawk Mountain Shelter – 8.1 miles
5 of us from the Hiker Hostel started at the Springer Mountain parking lot. SilverGirl, Long Stride, Old Tyme Ed, Mr Breeze, and myself known as shoe. I definitely stepped out of my comfort zone when starting this hike. It was a rainy wet day. Normally I would delay my hike until the weather was nice and sunny but not this trip. Go me. Mr Breeze caught up with me at the first shelter where I was talking to some other hikers and we hiked together for the rest of the day. Old Tyme Ed caught up with us and we all camped at the Hawk Mountain shelter.

March 24 - Day 2 - Taking a break at Justus Creek

March 24 - Day 2 - Taking a break at Justus Creek

March 24 – Hawk Mountain – Gooch Gap – 9.2 miles
Day 2 is always a tough day for me especially in this section. It seems all you do is climb up and then climb down and then back up and back down. I started a little before Ed and Breeze because I knew what was coming ahead. I actually did pretty good. My goal was Gooch Gap for the day because I was expecting Kellye there with cold drinks. (she wasn’t able to make it.). A long hot day.

March 25 - Day 3 - Lance Creek campsites

March 25 - Day 3 - Lance Creek campsites

March 25 – Gooch Gap – Lance Creek – 7 miles
Kellye showed up in the morning with a Diet Dr Pepper for me. Yea Kellye. And brought some donuts as well. I was kind of feeling it again today. I was hot and dirty. We made the 3.5ish miles to Woody Gap where my awesome hiking group the Traildames were doing a hiker feed. Hot dogs, chips, drinks, treats. It was great. I tried getting Kellye to run me down to the hostel where I could take a shower and wash clothes but she refused. So what else is there to do but to keep walking. We made it to Lance Creek camping area and my fire minions made me a fire and we had a great night. Me, Ed, Breeze, Darwin, Mark and Herman were at the site.

March 26 - Day 4 - View from Blood Mountain

March 26 - Day 4 - View from Blood Mountain

March 26 – Lance Creek – Bull Gap – 8.6 miles
Today was Blood Mountain Day. Ed and Breeze were way ahead of me for most of the day so I hiked with Darwin and Mark for most of the day. It was a hot and brutal day. The climb up Blood Mountain wasn’t too bad and the views were awesome. But the climb down was brutal. It was soooo hot and there was no shade. And we all fried like little lobsters. Finally made it to Neel Gap. I was happy to see that Breeze had waited for me. I can’t believe he waited for 2 hours. We did laundry and took showers and resupplied. And I ate a $7  Tony’s pizza. But we still had 1.2 miles to go for the day to Bull Gap. And it was all up. Needless to say my shower didn’t last too long. Darwin and Mark ended up staying the night at Mountain Crossings.

March 27 - Day 5 - Look what my fire minions did for me

March 27 - Day 5 - Look what my fire minions did for me

March 27 – Bull Gap to Low Gap Shelter area – 10.3 miles
The first part of today’s hike is the only section that I have done only once and I was not looking forward to it. It turned out to be quite beautiful. Nice ridge walking with some great views. And of course Cowrock Mountain.  We had a little bit of trail magic at Tesnatee Gap with some soda and chips. And chairs. :) It was nice to sit in a chair for a few minutes before we had to climb Wildcat Mountain. Of course Ed and Breeze passed me so I hiked most of the second of the day by myself which was OK. I knew I would see them again. And of course my fire minions didn’t let me down and we had a nice fire. I actually even got some firewood today.

March 26 - Day 6 - Old Tyme Ed and Mr Breeze at Unicoi Gap

March 26 - Day 6 - Old Tyme Ed and Mr Breeze at Unicoi Gap

March 28 – Low Gap – Cheese Factory camping area – 13.4 miles
Today was the longest day of the trip. The day started out really easy. The first half went by pretty fast as the terrain was pretty mild and then I don’t know if I got tired or what but it just started going slow. The climb up Blue Mountain usually isn’t bad but it seemed to take me forever. Caught up with Ed and Breeze here and took a boots off break and had some lunch. Then we headed down the never ending downhill into Unicoi Gap. The plan was to sleep on top of Rocky Mountain which honestly is just a bitch of a climb. The kicker…we would have to carry all the water we need for the night and the first few miles of tomorrow. Well we got to the top and it was full so we had to hike about another 3 miles to the Cheese Factory site. Yes, there used to be an award winning cheese factory here. S0 13.4 miles is my longest day ever in the state of Georgia.

March 29 - Day 7 - Deep Gap shelter

March 29 - Day 7 - Deep Gap shelter

March 29 –  Cheese Factory – Deep Gap Shelter – 9.4 miles
Day 7 – otherwise known as the day of exhaustion. I am sure the the previous days mileage didn’t help today. We had a nice camp at the cheese factory site and camped with Blue Dragonfly and poco a poco (little by little). We started out hiking together trudging up to the top of Tray Mountan where we loaded up with water. It didn’t take long before Ed and Breeze were way far ahead of me. I hiked most of the day again by myself. I finally made it to Addis Gap where Kelly Knob was awaiting me. No one was waiting for me at Addis Gap :( So I took a break before starting the climb. Kelly Knob is no joke. 975 feet in 1 mile with no switchbacks and no level sections and lots of false tops. And it was so hot with no shade and I ran out of water. I was so grateful to finally make it to the top. The rest of the day was all downhill to the shelter. And guess who was waiting for me at the shelter :) I figured they had kept on hiking. I was so exhausted that I didn’t even set up my tent and slept in the shelter.

March 29 - Day 7 - View from Tray Mountain

March 29 - Day 7 - View from Tray Mountain

March 30 – Deep Gap Shelter – Hiawassee (Fooooood) – 3.6 miles
It was a quick few miles today. I think we all had showers and food on the mind. I know I had cheese dip on my mind. Ed opted to stay at the Blueberry Patch Hostel while me and Breeze opted for more luxurious accommodations at the Holiday Inn Express. After showering and doing laundry we went to the hostel and picked up Ed, Matt (split personality), and Joel (I think his name was) and we went to Daniel’s Steakhouse and all you can eat buffet. I opted to get a steak and baked potato instead of the buffet. Since it was getting close to hiker midnight (9pm) we all headed to sleep with full bellies

March 31 - Day 9 - Love my Traildame peeps

March 31 - Day 9 - Love my Traildame peeps

March 31 – Dicks Creek Gap – Plumorchard Gap Shelter – 4.5 miles
Today was the day to meet up with my peeps the Traildames. Kristen, Monica, Shemeah,Leslie, Nancy, and April. I started out the day before the others. I felt like I needed a little time to myself to process everything. My trip was coming to an end and I was so close to attaining my goal. It was kind of emotional. I did really good on this section. It only took me a little over 2 hours to get to the shelter area. Normally it takes me close to 3.5 hours. I had hoped I had talked Ed and Breeze into finishing the GA section with me but was afraid they would keep hiking on. They would never get to the end if they only hiked 4.5 miles a day. But when I got to the shelter they were there. They are awesome. Of course catching up with the dames meant taking goofy pictures with Monica (now known as shuddah bug)

April 1 - Day 10 - Woohoo I made it

April 1 - Day 10 - Woohoo I made it

April 1 – Plumorchard – Muskrat Creek Shelter – 7.3 miles
Today was the day. The day that I would cross the state line. The day my goal would be complete. I gave explicit instruction to Breeze and Ed to wait for me at the state line. They were not to cross the line until I got there. Well at least one of my minions knows how to follow directions. And he had to only wait for 45 minutes. Me and Leslie finally made it around noon. Nancy and April were at Bly Gap taking a break. I did it !!!

April 2 - Day 11 - The final day

April 2 - Day 11 - The final day

April 2 – Muskrat Creek – Deep Gap, NC and then home – 4 miles
I started the day out walking by myself. It was kind of a bittersweet day. I would be leaving my friends that I met on the trail. But at the same time I had just accomplished an awesome goal of mine. The trail was beautiful today. There was kind of a misty fog all over which kind of matched my mood. Mr Breeze caught up with me fairly quickly and we walked the rest of the way to Deep Gap. I had to wait around for the other ladies but that was ok with me.

And I finally got my cheese dip. Woo hoo.

 
Birch Springs Campsite in the Smokies

Birch Springs Campsite in the Smokies

 

I wrote the following on April 4, 2008. I had taken a leave of absence from work and was planning on hiking for 30 days. Needless to say I did not make it 30 days. Some of it was my fault. Some of it wasn’t. But in the end 2008 turned out to be a great hiking year. I hiked in North Carolina. I hiked in the Smokies, I finished the state of Maryland, and I hiked in the 100 mile wilderness in Maine.

I feel that my mindset is different this year. Failure is not an option for me.
Divorce will really change your outlook on things. But I don’t recommend it.
Doing Crossfit has definitely boosted my confidence.

 

Trail in Pennsylvania

Trail in Pennsylvania

It probably doesn’t mean anything to anyone else except for me. But hey, this is my journal.

“It doesn’t matter how far I get as long as I am making forward progress.
It is not necesseray to hike 10+ miles a day.
If I feel like stopping I can stop.
If I feel like going further I can keep walking.
My goal is simply to move forward.
I don’t have to keep up with other hikers.
I don’t have to keep up with my “calendar”
I only have to walk.
This is MY hike. This is MY jouorney.
I will not make decisions about quitting while
~hiking up a mounain
~when it is raining
~or while in town.
Hiking uphill will suck, but as the days go by they will get easier.
Walking in the rain will suck, but we need rain so we have water to drink.
Leaving town may suck, suck the money from my wallet and keep me from moving further down the trail.

The greatest power we have in life is CHOICE.
I have CHOSEN to take a journey on the Appalachian Trail.

 

 

My biggest hiking regret of 2008 was getting off the trail in Pennsylvania.
I had been on the trail for a few days and it was hot. And I was sweaty. And I stunk.
I got to the Ironmasters Hostel at Pine Grove Furnace State Park.
There was no room at the inn. They said I could take a shower but the washer was broken.
I remember being so angry. Stupid boyscouts were the ones that had over taken the hostel.
And why would I want to take a shower only to put my wet, sweaty, nasty clothes back on.
So I did what any stupid hiker girl would do and got a shuttle to the nearest car rental place and drove back home to Georgia.

I totally regret that decision to this day. I should have gotten a shuttle to a local hotel and cleaned up and taken a day or 2 reevaluate  everything.
But no, in my normal dram queen self (according to my ex) I came home to Georgia.
Apparently I had forgotten what I had wrote earlier in that same year.

Whitecap Mountain  - Maine

Whitecap Mountain - Maine

This hike is a pretty big deal for me this year. So many times in life have I quit or given up. Not only in hiking but in other things as well.
I don’t want to be a quitter anymore. So while I may not be hiking for 30 days I will be hiking for 11 days.
This will be a pretty big mental challenge for me. But if I can do Crossfit I can do anything

 

I’m really scared about the financial situation that I am in.

Along with being scared I am angry. I am angry at the decisions I have made to get me into my current situation.
And I am angry about the things I keep doing to keep me in the situation I am in. Seriously do I need a $40 shower curtain (even it it’s beautiful)?

Along with being scared and angry I am jealous.
I am jealous of my friends who have “real” jobs that earn “real” money and get to do fabulous things like go to Colorado for the Traildames summit.

There are things I want to do although nothing major like travel Europe or anything. But one of the big things that I want to do is backpack in Glacier National Park. This trip will likely cost me a couple of thousand bucks. With my current debt to income level I might actually be able to save enough money by the time I am too old and decrepit to actually backpack.

Besides the fact that I am 42 and will likely have to work forever because I have no retirement.

But I am determined to turn this sinking ship around. I may never be rich but I will get this debt off my shoulders and try to enjoy life while doing it.

I am going on vacation in a couple of weeks. Heading out to my beloved Appalachian Trail and hope to spend some time reflecting on what I really want in this life of mine.

 
Kephart Prong Trail

Kephart Prong Trail

When I left work at 12:45 on Thursday it was unbelievably beautiful outside. Who would think on March 1st that it would be in the mid 60′s.

So what would any hike lover do? Drive to the Smokies and go for a hike. I headed straight from work which meant I was still in my Target khaki and red. Luckily I had decent tennis shoes on and had a jacket in the car.
I chose the Kephart Prong Trail because I knew it was only 2 miles in and 2 miles out and that it was relatively easy in terrain.

Log Bridge

Log Bridge

It’s only about 900 feet of elevation gain over the 2 miles. I probably would have picked something closer but I didn’t have my “little brown book” on me. The Little Brown Book is the nickname for the “Hiking Trails of the Smokies” book. This book has every single trail of the park in the book. It gives a description an history of the trail as well. I think it’s time to get my car loaded up with the essentials. Boots, poles, and little backpack with some essentials would have been great. Carrying a water bottle in the pants pocket was a little challenging since it kept falling out.

And the elevation profile which can be good or bad depending on how you like it. I like seeing the profile so I know what lays ahead. I have some friends who hate the profile.

This trail is a great beginner hike and a great hike for kids. While there is some elevation gain it’s not a whole lot. The trail goes along the river for most of the way.

kephart elevation

kephart elevation - the elevation is not as bad as it looks

Old Chimney

Old Chimney

There is alot of history on this trail as well. It was the location of a Civilian Conservation Corp Camp back in the 30′s. You can still see some remains of a couple of buildings mostly in the way of chimneys. There are several log bridges to help you across the river although I bet in the summer you could walk across most of them if  the water is low.

Kephart Shelter

Kephart Shelter

At the end of the trail is Kephart Prong Shelter. It’s a pretty decent shelter as far as shelter’s go. This is a great place to take a break and eat lunch. Of you want to walk further you can take either the Sweat Heifer Trail or the Grassy Branch Trail which are pretty stinking steep.

To see all of the pictures click here

To see all of the pictures click here

 

 

 

 

 

 

Stamping Area

Stamping Area

So as I posted before my awesome Mom and David brought up all the rest of my furniture and belongings from Atlanta. I have to say that I did not realize I had so much stuff. Of course going from a house where I had my own room for all my crafting stuff to a smallish 1 bedroom loft has not been an easy feat. I purged quite a bit of stuff from my crafting supplies, but I still have a lot. I just don’t think I am ready to get rid of most of it yet. I did manage to get it confined to about 6 feet of wall space + a few boxes on the side. I know I need to be bit more relentless but I think that it’s going to take time. So here is the before and after picture of the “stamping” area.

I am kind of excited about having this area ready. I have a couple of projects in mind that I would like to make. But before I start making a crafting mess I have to finish unpacking the rest of the apartment and getting it nice and neat. I am still stepping over boxes and have quite a few boxes to take to the Goodwill.

Blessing of the Day: Getting to sleep in after a week of having to be at work at 4:00 AM

 


Well as I write this I should have completed the race and be either pigging out or sleeping.

I paid a chunk of money to sign up for this race and didn’t even get to try. I tell myself the main reason is financial but the reality of the situation is that I always seem to set unattainable goals. Even before I realized that I really couldn’t afford to travel to Orlando I quit training. Oh I spent a lot of time writing out training calendars.
But what is even more frustrating is the fact that I never even really started training for it.

So even though I didn’t make it to Disney this weekend I still had a great weekend. I finally have all my stuff from Atlanta and can live like a normal person now. :)

 

This is reposted from the Unit  2 Fitness Blog

How to Kill Your Excuses

Excuses are the tools with which persons with no purpose in view build for themselves great monuments of nothing.  ~Steven Grayhm

Everybody make excuses.  It’s human nature to make up excuses when we don’t feel like doing something.

The difference between successful people and unsuccessful people is that some know how to kill their excuses.

No one ever excused his way to success.  ~Dave Del Dotto

I’m too tired. I don’t have the time. I don’t feel motivated. I’d rather do nothing. I don’t have the money.  I don’t … because of ….

We’ve all made the excuses. Here’s how to kill them.

  1. See the positiveExcuses are usually made because we don’t feel like doing something.  We focus on the negative of something rather than seeing the positive in it. If we find the joy in it and focus on that we can beat it.
  2. Take responsibility:  We make excuses as a way of not having to own up to something.  If we say that we don’t have the time, money, motivation, etc. to accomplish something then it stops being our problem.  Wrong!  You must take ownership!
  3. Find a solution:  Most every problem has a solution.  If you believe you don’t have time then make time.  Wake up earlier.  Do it on your lunch break.  Do it before going home after work.  If you are too tired do it when you are not tired.  You are a smart person. Sort it out!
  4. Know the goal: Your goal is your motivation.  You must have a clear goal in mind to accomplish anything.  Sure, you could just lay on the couch and watch the brain drain box or play video games.  However, if you think about what your goal is and why you want to reach that goal it will motivate you to get moving.  To get up and just do it.
  5. Be accountable:   Find someone to be accountable to.  At Unit 2 you can be accountable to your coach or trainer.  You can train with a friend and be accountable to them.  This goes for everything in life.  If you have a project get a project partner.  Call your Mom if you have to.  You need someone that is going to let you know that you are slacking.
  6. Make a list of your best excusesThen get off your behind and do it anyway!

See you in the gym!

 

Yes, this is exciting news.

My mom and her husband are such awesome people and they are bringing the rest of my stuff up from Atlanta.
This means I will have a sofa to sit on. And some shelves to put my books and crafting supplies.

And the most important thing of all?
I will actually have a bed to sleep in.
I have been sleeping on an air mattress since the middle of December.
It’s going to be so great not to have to climb up from the floor to get out of bed.

It’s going to be great to be able to start living like an adult now. Or at least I can pretend :)

So here are the before pictures of my beautiful loft apartment.
It doesn’t look like much now. But it will be home soon.

 

I am excited to get everything unpacked and show the after pictures.

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